My show and tell this week comes courtesy of my new handbag. Isn't it beautiful. Husband says he can never understand a womans fascination with handbags/purses, I say the same thing about his love for guns (the fake kind that shoot plastic pellets) but I digress.
I love this bag and I can see me purchasing the brolly to match, albeit they go for around £28 which I find utterly disgraceful but I might be able to swipe one from that well known internet auction site.
Ps: That open bottle of red in the background if husbands. I haven't touched the stuff for a long while.. how good am I huh?! The Olive oil on the other hand is something I can't live without lol.
I still have no dark line on my OPK's. I am on cd19 today and here are the only things I can pinpoint for me ovulating this cycle:
- Sensitive boobs
- more 'up for it' feeling
That's it. Oh yes folks that's all I've got. Not looking promising really is it? Last month I never for a positive OPK result as my body decided to get it's groove on and I went from 4 months of 39 day cycles to 30, meaning I completely missed the boat when trying to detect when I ovulated. Pah! £20 spent on the damn tests and it was all for nothing. I temped yesterday and this morning. It was 96.75 yesterday and 96.73 this morning, that does nothing to convince me obviously.
Recently I have begun to think that husbands brother and his wife would be announcing some news soon. They've been married 6 years now but truth be told this is what I don't want. It's not that I don't want them to be parents but they are very much a couple who like their lifestyle of jetting off somewhere at the drop of a hat and they are not maternal in anyway, shape or form and here I am with husband, putting our lives on hold while we have been desperately trying to have a successful pregnancy for over 2 years now and each month we are faced with disappointment.
The other day when husband returned from a day of shooting with his brother he mentioned that his brother had spoke to him and he and SIL have decided they will wait until he is 40 to start a family. That means 5 years from now. My SIL is 26 so she'll be 31. I don't know whether that's a good thing but it's their decision so unless there are any accidents or he is talking a load of bs then we might have a chance of producing the first grandchild on his side. Not that it matters that we are first but I sure as hell couldn't cope with them announcing that they've made the decision to try for a baby then Bob's your uncle they succeed (husband and I are a very unlucky couple - bad luck follows us wherever we go so it'd be just flaming typical that his brother and SIL encounter zero issues/problems with TTC).
Do I sound selfish here? if so then tought titties! (or sensitive tittie as the case may be).
Oh, on the back of a recent post about my Overdosing on vitamins, I haven't touched them since and I now only take the PregnaCare Conception as before. I might need to put those others in the bin. They did nothing for me except put a imaginary cork up my rear end.
With that I'm off for a cuppa and some cake.
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