Just how?

How on earth am I supposed to react to the news that the reason my mother was not overjoyed when I told her that after 18 months of trying I was pregnant, was that she knew something was wrong. She couldn't be happy because she had a gut feeling something was not right.

Give the woman a fucking medal, she was right. I miscarried. Mystic Meg is out of a job.

I really really have the urge to get on the phone, no better still, get on the train and march into her house asking her 'what the fuck am I supposed to do with that?'

You can see I'm a little angry. The problem is that when I'm angry I cry - I can't argue with folk as I end up running for tissues. It's a hormonal thing I reckon.

Can someone please answer me the original question, and if you can I'll be astounded. I'm lost for words at the moment. Husband can't believe she said it.

How can anyone say that to their daughter given what their daughter has been through. It's like a huge 'told you so'. Mother is claiming she has these gut feelings frequently. I wouldn't normally dream of cursing in front of my mother, but at this present moment in time I can honestly say I'd be willing to tell her fuck right off.
I may regret this post in the morning but something tells me I'll not be getting much sleep tonight so I might end up feeling worse after no shut eye.

Fuck it.

Ps: The film was ok although Jason Stratham should be ashamed of himself for that poor attempt at an American accent. Maybe it wouldn't of sounded so bad had I not been sat blowing steam from my ears and brewing about the above.